About Me

Laguna Niguel, CA, United States
I’m young, unpredictable, driven, passionate, and stronger than you think. I’m intrigued by challenges. I dream big. I am sweet but not weak. I am free spirited and an eternal optimist. I believe in helping humanity, finding peace, and in unconditional love. The world would be a better place if we all just loved more and had a sense of understanding. I think people judge too quickly. I also believe we should take responsibility for our decisions, and learn to love ourselves. I value honesty and kindness. I also value concepts such as social responsibility, social justice, and social action highly and believe that we must all live in a way that contributes to the overall wellness of our society. I enjoy discovering new things about life and how the universe functions. I love interesting conversation, analysing life, and understanding the meaning of the things we do. I believe that there is a open dialogue to be had about every topic imaginable. I'm currently attending Saddleback College and majoring in Sociology. My future plans include moving to England in December 2011 to continue my education further.

Saturday, April 23, 2011

Time To Focus On Me!

       

       So, lately I have been pretty depressed. There is not one reason for this but I guess many. I have been in this dark place of unhappiness for the past month or so... I realize now that this isn't just going to magically disappear. I need to work on it and myself to make things better and to enjoy life like I used to. 

       This  made me realize that I need to pause some things I do such as blogging and focus on myself, my happiness and well being.  I will also manage my time better to be able to get to know myself on a deeper level and to be honest about the things that I need to work on.... personal development. 


       I already started this process by writing a list of all the things I want to improve about my life and myself... After all you can't control what life throws at you. Some times you are dealt a pretty shitty hand. And you also can't control other peoples actions... But what you can control your reactions to these things and how you persevere through these experiences. 


       Therefore, I will not be continuing to write here for a while. I may start to write again, but my plan for the summer is actually to start a new blog and for it to have a specific purpose. I will not reveal purpose of my upcoming blog yet. You will just have to wait and see. :) 


       I want to thank all of you who follow my blog. Not only did I grow up within the last year or so that I  have been blogging, but I have also found my niche. I have learned so much through this process, and I am really thankful to all of you who made me even more passionate about writing and kept me going.  


You will hear from me soon, I promise. 


Thanks again to all of you! 






It's been real...


Cheers, 
Mel